When i was tested positive by HPT, i was very happy and at the same time alittle worried.. Many things came to my mind.. The issue of taking care of the kids, to hire a maid or not, will ervin be neglected somehow (as i plan to sign him up for classes after he turns 1), will we need to change to a bigger car or house (in the long run..), will bb #2 be affected by kor kor's presence at home as i expect ervin will not just sit quietly at home (hee..), etc....
However, i feel happy at the thought of ervin having a sibling to grow up with and the 3 months maternity leave (means away from the office.. yeah..) Most importantly, I feel blessed as children are "Gifts from God"..
This 2nd pregnancy seems to be abit tougher for mi, maybe because i cannot have as much rest as I like during the 1st pregnancy (mainly becos I hv to take care of ervin), also the MS (or rather evening sickness) last longer and I always have this nauseous feeling.. My appetite was good though just like the 1st pregnancy.. :-)
